I'm in a Rut

I'm in a rut again, I can't get up and then
I do eventually, didn't get enough sleep
My head is fogging up, energy's dyin' down
It's only nine o'clock, but I gotta lay down

I'm in a rut again, should try to go outside
It's so much easier to just stay in and cry
Don't got a reason to feel the way that I do
I don't know what it is, but something's different

Lately, I hate to see myself wasting
So much of my time just sitting on my phone like this, online
Anything to get away from my real life
Lately, my mood is always changing
I laugh then cry, I think I'm better having a great time
It's not long before I realize, I'm in a rut again

Some days are better, some days I get really lucky
And I get a lot of things done, feeling good and feelin' happy
But there's a lingering question like, how long is this gon' last?
It's only a matter of time before I start to feel bad again

Uh oh, that's my pessimistic mind speaking
Oh no, gotta put it in rewind, go back
I'm not gonna listen to my mind today
It's been lyin' to me

Lately, I hate to see myself wasting
So much of my time just sitting on my phone like this, online
Anything to get away from my own mind
Lately, my mood is always changing
I laugh then cry, I think I'm better having a great time
It's not long before I realize, I'm in a rut again

It's hard to feel the way I do
I'm holding on to hope for you
There's better days to come, I know
I know, I know, I know
It's hard to feel the way I do
I'm holding on to hope for you
There's better days to come I know
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

I'm in a rut again
I'm in a rut again