Blue Bills

Remember we used to dream about those 40 acres
That was right before my homie went to meet his maker
I'm not sure bout his religion but the visions that he saw
Had me wishing that I saw the bigger picture
Before he died he said its something that's way bigger than just you and I
He said, its something that he can't describe

And that was 2017
Where the fiends
Walked around the city hooked up on some pills
And sipping on some lean

I had to do a double take
When I was starring in my mirror
Looked at myself and saw me looking back
In my eyes and saw my future
Never seen something much clearer than that
It was like the perfect picture that was painted in fact

Somehow my future took a turn, and it started with a dream
At 3am I woke up out my sleep and started jotting things
That i'd seen, from the King
That left his mark leaving remains of the rappers that done came
He pierced a hole right through their brains
And His name lil Jermaine from 2-6
Helped me pick bits and pieces like its toothpicks
And in my bag, I done picked up like a few tricks
And in my mind, I'm thinking damn Kay you too sick

I'm too ill
Too ill
I see y'all moving loose still
Loose still
I always wondered who killed
Who killed
Now I'm counting blue bills
Blue bills

Said I'm too ill
Too ill
I see y'all moving loose still
Loose still
I always wondered who killed
Who killed
Now I'm counting blue bills
Blue bills

Fast forward end of 2020
Shit starting to changed
Ran into some wholesome people
Who's familiar with the game
And Broke it down like it was scout review
I can recall my the first day at the stu
I was out until like 2

Shoutout to 9th for extending his arms
And gratitude
He put me in a room told me to rip an Ojay tune
And in that room, I was occupied by space in which consumed
A girl who came up from the concrete, yet and still the flower bloomed
And at the time
I had just started my crawl into the game

Crazy how i compare music to hoops cause they the same
The way i fiddle with a mic relates to how I get in lanes
How you expect to be the greatest when you don't respect the ones who came

I'm grateful cause I got the chance to chop it up with Rap
And she told me that she see herself in me, it made me tap
Into a different type of work, why would I let my idol down
No matter what struggles you go through
Never let it tilt ya crown
Never let em see you down, even when it hurts
I mean the struggle brings success and it can come in spurts

The real gone ride the wheel like hamsters
While The fake always disperse
I'd rather chill and catch a thrill
But know I stay alert
Know I stay alert
And my foot stay on the gas, ion do reverse
Said my foot stay on the gas, ion do reverse
And my foot stay on the gas, ion do reverse
The Angels lifting every curse nigga

I'm too ill
Too ill
I see y'all moving loose still
Loose still
I always wondered who killed
Who killed
Now I'm counting blue bills
Blue bills