Split In Two

Been running circles for years now and it been wearing me down
(Don't get so down about it, don't get so down about it)
I'm getting sick of the streets sound there's no fucking relief now
(Don't get so down about it, dig deep just get around it)
This city keeps stressing me out and I'm grinding my teeth down
(Don't get so down about it, don't get so down about it)
Can't find a mental release now and it's been spinning me out
(Don't get so down about it, if you fall you'll fucking drown)

I'm not the one you thought you knew
A bothered conscience split in two
And honesty is feeling overdue
But all I ever really want is you

Can't find the patience to go on and I've waited for so long
(Don't gеt so down about it, don't get so down about it)
Counting the seconds of days gonе cause I can't seem to stay strong
(Don't get so down about it, if you fall you'll fucking drown)

I'm not the one you thought you knew
A bothered conscience split in two
And honesty is feeling overdue
(So let me know it)
Cause I'm trying to find a clearer view
A bitter pill to spit or chew
Designed to be a deeper shade of blue

I'm not the one you thought you knew
A bothered conscience split in two
And honesty is feeling overdue
(So let me know it)
Cause I'm trying to find a clearer view
A bitter pill to spit or chew
Designed to be a deeper shade of blue
But all I ever really want is you

Pulling out the thread cause I'm a nervous fucking wreck

If you could see into my head you'd know I'm not really here

Cause every day's another debt that I can't afford to spend

With people breathing down my neck while I'm Waiting for the end

You keep running through my head

Is this a nightmare or a dream

You've thrown away what we had left

Take your pity fucking promises and stay away from me

How many times do I have to tell myself I'll be
Alright before it's real

Cause you're lying through your teeth and now everyone can see

I don't want to feel this lonel