Intro

I swear its just not the same
Think you hit the target, you finally got the range
Problem is until you finally got the change
You only see the problems you finally got to change
That's when the demons start to unite
Your soul gets dark while your baggage is getting light
Their world gets darker whenever they know you bright
Cause when your fly back, it's easy to take flight
So I'm cool whenever somebody hate
Cause it seems nothing good ever come to somebody great
I hide a lot of feelings, but never would hide a chain
Used to hide a gun, now I struggle to hide the pain
Try to work it out while knowing nobody fit me
I've grown, my problems have grown with me
Its the point where you got to do it alone
Cause they don't have the miles to understand where you've flown
I'm gone

Sometime I wish it all could be different
That final piece to the puzzle show what you missing
Think who I was kissing and how I made that decision
How I let them live in/ my world with what they were giving
Gave them years, I shouldn't of gave a minute
But you be outside of your mind whenever you in it
You give her your card, she only give you a limit
I was living with the pain, bitch gave me a tenet
And it's, its' all the time you was wasting
Can hold her phone to work but can't hold a conversation
Truth is there's a curse in every blessing
Everyday I'm guarded, surrounding by all these questions
Never find a home in anything they addressing
They gone treat you like you less then
Until it become a lesson
Never playing what the deal, learned to shuffle
It's RIP Nipsy, I owe it to him to hustle
And it's real