Never Going Back

Corner of the block like a stop sign
Too many homies handed out or caught dotted lines
Many people talk the streets wanna glorify it
Like its a good thing cops locking you up waiting at home is your child
And your baby mama
You know the one that rode out when you was whippin poles out
Cookin on the stove now
Im just watching like bro need to slow down
But cuz Im round you think I wanna be down
And thats the opposite that aint the rock to get
Took me much more years to let go of weed and chicks
Was afraid I'd lose my influence on the lost if I chose to quit
Thats how real it is I would puff puff pass
So I could talk bout Jesus when you asked bout em
Lived in darkness to shed some light
Did wrong to try get you right
Imma live with outcha
Sometimes I reminisce
Think about poppin bottles with the homies on the strip
Acting reckless flipping packs just to flex
Past was so dense if you ask cuz of sin
Why did I think it was cool to preach God while doing bad it make no sense
In cyphers with enemies who I thought were friends
Talk of the Lord while flawed
Forgive me its just how it went
I done lived I done died
Born again cuz of Christ
Send a benz I deny send a calling I dont hide
Send a killer I survive
Put me in the hood but chall cant keep my mind
Or my soul or my time
I aint never going back to the decline I incline
You knock me down I reprise He's inside
I've realized Holy Spirit rewinds
Plays it over till the lesson brings progession
Salvation real life
If Jesus say to get em I got em uplift spot em
Weight on my shoulders aint dropping
Tribulations slingshot me forward this E but call me D knock out goliaths
Ya glock out you heatin up the block and thats why I gotta dodger
This aint baseball but this is home base
Not a hood dude but I seen eight balls cut down with metro cards
For a fean to disregard that is laced
Or opposite diluted
I dont know whats worse the shells or the blanks
I used to cop dollar sandwiches for dinner and in the winter rock tanks
Or a yellow sweater thats the brethrens
Swear I looked better in
The sentiment my mind was sooped up from shawties attentiveness
Had me gassed but if you ask me I aint going back to having cataracts thats facts
Now the flow smooth as if the juice plugged in to the pro tools
But this is the pros tools
And no fool dont chu do what chu prone to
And think its me speaking obliviously
It aint me its G-O-D thats speak
When I say I must leave I left seeds
Even watered them with the little I had cuz of what I was caught up in
The day of slaughtering coming round like drive bys with quick nines
Its been time
But Lord didnt wanna strip mine
So instead
Lemme play dead to resurrect
Those thats ready to let him interject
Cuz in retrospect my recollection shows me my depression
And then successes left some good impressions
And cant care about anyone who think lesser
I was definitely made to be better
But even Jesus being perfect had to let people end em
I aint ever going back homey
I aint ever going back
People gonna hate me for that homey
But the facts be the facts
Walking in the light illuminate the dark
Those with eyes see when it reveals the map
Unfortunately theyll be those thatll fold that wont follow
Negative battery on they backs
I aint ever going back homey
I aint ever going back
Give love to those who take it opposition brake it
I aint ever going back
Too much to live for to worry bout those in my past
Pray to God I did enough of my part
Tears my heart I love the old homies
But I could never front
Never going back
I aint ever going back
I cant ever go back
Almost lost myself trying to save you
I could never go back
I aint ever going back
Believe how you want but to keep it a stack
I love you but love my God more so for that
I aint ever going back
I aint ever going back
I aint ever going back
I aint ever going back
I aint ever I aint ever
Never going back
I aint ever going back!
Never going
Yeah
Ya cant hate me for that
Yall cant hate me for that
And if yall do so what?!
Sheep in wolves clothing baby
Changing the game one record at a time