Nowadays

Ion even feel the same nowadays
Kid grown up been thru a lotta change nowadays
More hours go by since I ate nowadays
I was drug free look who I became nowadays

All these women alcohol minimum wage nowadays
Hotbox late nights numb the pain nowadays
Talking to myself going more insane nowadays
Gettin harder puttin my habits at bay
Nowadays

Wanna talk but I don't think they comprehend nowadays
Keep censored got me watching how I vent nowadays
I'm More aware these people just like to pretend nowadays
That they got me
Don't really know my friends nowadays

Coming down now I start to
Feel the worst nowadays
Ion even care if I be
Late to work nowadays
Feelin jaded ion know when
Imma quit nowadays
Cuz I can't even really tell my real gift
Nowadays

Feeling guilty when I would forget to pray nowadays
But I don't know which higher power I should praise nowadays
Dad Muslim Mom Christian taught in 2 different ways
Sunday morning at church
Or get in Wudu and pray

It's like I'm told to unlearn what
I've been taught nowadays
it Got me feelin like
I'm living wrong nowadays
Always feeling pressured
Going thru the lectures
And I gotta tell em
Lemme find my own god nowadays

I gotta watch my neck
Nowadays
Connor looks at me and thinking I'm
A threat nowadays
Dance professor fired tryna
shine A lil light
On black history and all of it's
Affect nowadays

"Lack of civil discourse" what they project nowadays
They Sweep it under the carpet
Won't hear a peck nowadays
White washing is the system we
Perfect nowadays
And black pride is some' I feel like we neglect nowadays

Sum they too timid to discuss nowadays
Weight that's on my shoulders feelin like a ton nowadays
Doesn't feel as good being 21 nowadays
Drunk nights on the toilet ain't no fun
Nowadays

Feel like I already lost my way nowadays
Pushing thru it striving for a better day nowadays
1:11 what I'm spittin'
Manifest a new beginning
But I don't really have the
Strength nowadays



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Writer(s): Bukhari King
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