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Sorry girl I should of never tried to save you out of that shit be your romeo
I need a girl to be my mamacita I'm not talking Days Before Rodeo
I know my dad was around all the time but I swear to you that it didn't feel close
When you don't take yourself seriously everybody else also takes you as a joke

I think I push everyone away then wonder to myself why the fuck I'm alone
I put the pain in the words so I swear that this shit is way worse than the sticks and stones, yea
It will break your bones
Shit I seen and felt never want to see again
Life feels empty I wish that I had a friend
Its a cycle I think it'll never end
You cant comprehend
When your momma struggles to get out of bed
When the people around you ain't really there
When a genuine smile getting really rare
Try to cope but nothing will ever compare
To what I aspire to be
To the things that I want to feel
Stay quiet because I know that I can't reveal

The life that I truly live
Instead this happy facade is what I give
People really think I'm living like a kid
When really I live like I'm in fucking prison
Close-minded people will never listen
Counted out, I was never enlisted
Money wasn't even on my wish list
I just wished to be happy
Those two things don't correlate
Wished my hair wasn't nappy, those white kids made me hate my race
Wish I was accepted and loved
That's something you can't replace
And I thank God up above
For all the blessing in my face

Sorry girl I should of never tried to save you out of that shit be your romeo
I need a girl to be my mamacita I'm not talking Days Before Rodeo
I know my dad was around all the time but I swear to you that it didn't feel close
When you don't take yourself seriously everybody else also takes you as a joke



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Writer(s): Ted Mugisha
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