Chloroform / Nightmares

Cold and blue, I think of you, broken
Lemonade, wish you'd stayed, unspoken
It hits like chloroform
And thunderstorms
The rise and fall
Forevermore
Stuck in withdrawal
What do I do
It all fell through, frozen

I think I'm in a free fall
Self-vandalized 'till I'm no more
So tell me what I'm here for
You say I'm fine but I'm not sure
I wanna send my brain into space
By now things should've made more sense
I got lost, but in my defense
I never wanted to stay in the same place

I'm running from the nightmares
That escaped from my head (Escaped from my head)
It's coming and I'm so scared
Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead

Feel everything and nothing
Empty, numb, and stretched too thin
Medicate to feel something
Say the word and I'll let you in
I'm living translucent again
I'm invisible to myself, so I'll pretend
Fading fast and at a dead end
And all I needed was a friend

I'm running from the nightmares
That escaped from my head (that escaped from my head)
It's coming and I'm so scared
Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead

I'm running from the nightmares
(I'm giving up, I've given up, I've given up)
That escaped from my head (that escaped from my head)
(I'm out of luck, I'm thunderstruck)
It's coming and I'm so scared
(I'm giving up, I've given up, I've given up)
Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead
(I'm out of luck, I'm thunderstruck)

(I'm running from the nightmares)
(That escaped from my head, escaped from my head)
(It's coming and I'm so scared)
(Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead)