CONFESSIONS
Man I'm tired of pushing weight
They be talking 'bout vacations, but I know I can't relate
The only rest is when they open heaven's gate
Both my phones are jumping, that's a word to Kevin Gates
They been asking for forgiveness, can never give them that
That's another way they can't be snaking on my back
This recipe is tough I had to whip it up from scratch
Born up with the money yeah, you know that's cap
Man I'm too intoxicated, all my life been complicated
Father wasn't really proud that I ain't graduated
Wouldn't really try to fake it, so I knew I had to make it
I set up at my house and imma start to get creative
Everybody waiting on me like imma keep on producing
Don't know that this life is not inspiring, just amusing
Deeper than this rap, it's so much deeper than this music
Speaking what I feel but I'm not making excuses at all
I told MJ I'll retire 'fore I'm washed
Told Abdelshafi that I'll help him quit his job
I told my momma that I'll help her cut the costs
I told my brother that I'll turn into a boss
I be outside taking sinister captures
When I rap about the past, I'm giving sinister captions
I'm not about the talking, more administering actions
Five on my team, I ain't talking 'bout Jacksons
I been hot since '98 but I'll be hot on 97
I can know who's real and who is not in just a second
The ones that laughed at me look the same since grade eleven
And if I get deported, that will really be a lesson
To my ego
I thought that I would take off like the Migos
Pull up to the Grammys no tuxedo
Yeah I had to do it for my people
Fuck it up
Yeah, it's hard to appreciate
Never stopped trying I only see my fate
I show it on my face, my songs are all your faves
Even 'Macarena' nigga, I'd put that on my tape, yeah
Father told me I was born weak
I was out too early, about two weeks
A penny back then would cover both feet
Wasn't meant to be alive but that's a small feat, yeah
What you know about a broken home
What you know about a fam you only speak to when that shit is on a telephone
I can never keep myself in a single-zone
At this point my heart be feeling like it's tear prone
You know?
You really don't know how it feels to be the base of a pyramid
I took all my emotions, went away and I hid with it
This shit, gotta live with it
Right now I feel limited
But soon I'll get dividends
This song is my reminisce
Remembering the moments I was grinding but having less, yeah
To Jessica, Tina, Nyah and Tess
I wish you the best
I'm passing my test
All the bitches say they'll stick around they're not on my crest
Nahhh, Queens really acting like Jests
Heart was feeling vulnerable, I'm wearing a vest
I'm giving everything I got, they ask for the rest, yeah
Ain't it funny how my 2020 year was my blindest
'Bout to hit 2024 with my finest
25 in '24, living like highness
Me and Trav can really both say we the highest
I'll be getting mines
Dodging landmines
Fuck society, I'm 'bout to get a landline
I got talent hidden in me that you can't find
Me and Lio chill on mountains that you can't climb
Nah, and that's facts (Yeah)
They be talking 'bout vacations, but I know I can't relate
The only rest is when they open heaven's gate
Both my phones are jumping, that's a word to Kevin Gates
They been asking for forgiveness, can never give them that
That's another way they can't be snaking on my back
This recipe is tough I had to whip it up from scratch
Born up with the money yeah, you know that's cap
Man I'm too intoxicated, all my life been complicated
Father wasn't really proud that I ain't graduated
Wouldn't really try to fake it, so I knew I had to make it
I set up at my house and imma start to get creative
Everybody waiting on me like imma keep on producing
Don't know that this life is not inspiring, just amusing
Deeper than this rap, it's so much deeper than this music
Speaking what I feel but I'm not making excuses at all
I told MJ I'll retire 'fore I'm washed
Told Abdelshafi that I'll help him quit his job
I told my momma that I'll help her cut the costs
I told my brother that I'll turn into a boss
I be outside taking sinister captures
When I rap about the past, I'm giving sinister captions
I'm not about the talking, more administering actions
Five on my team, I ain't talking 'bout Jacksons
I been hot since '98 but I'll be hot on 97
I can know who's real and who is not in just a second
The ones that laughed at me look the same since grade eleven
And if I get deported, that will really be a lesson
To my ego
I thought that I would take off like the Migos
Pull up to the Grammys no tuxedo
Yeah I had to do it for my people
Fuck it up
Yeah, it's hard to appreciate
Never stopped trying I only see my fate
I show it on my face, my songs are all your faves
Even 'Macarena' nigga, I'd put that on my tape, yeah
Father told me I was born weak
I was out too early, about two weeks
A penny back then would cover both feet
Wasn't meant to be alive but that's a small feat, yeah
What you know about a broken home
What you know about a fam you only speak to when that shit is on a telephone
I can never keep myself in a single-zone
At this point my heart be feeling like it's tear prone
You know?
You really don't know how it feels to be the base of a pyramid
I took all my emotions, went away and I hid with it
This shit, gotta live with it
Right now I feel limited
But soon I'll get dividends
This song is my reminisce
Remembering the moments I was grinding but having less, yeah
To Jessica, Tina, Nyah and Tess
I wish you the best
I'm passing my test
All the bitches say they'll stick around they're not on my crest
Nahhh, Queens really acting like Jests
Heart was feeling vulnerable, I'm wearing a vest
I'm giving everything I got, they ask for the rest, yeah
Ain't it funny how my 2020 year was my blindest
'Bout to hit 2024 with my finest
25 in '24, living like highness
Me and Trav can really both say we the highest
I'll be getting mines
Dodging landmines
Fuck society, I'm 'bout to get a landline
I got talent hidden in me that you can't find
Me and Lio chill on mountains that you can't climb
Nah, and that's facts (Yeah)
Credits
Writer(s): Ziad Ahmed
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
Link
© 2024 All rights reserved. Rockol.com S.r.l. Website image policy
Rockol
- Rockol only uses images and photos made available for promotional purposes (“for press use”) by record companies, artist managements and p.r. agencies.
- Said images are used to exert a right to report and a finality of the criticism, in a degraded mode compliant to copyright laws, and exclusively inclosed in our own informative content.
- Only non-exclusive images addressed to newspaper use and, in general, copyright-free are accepted.
- Live photos are published when licensed by photographers whose copyright is quoted.
- Rockol is available to pay the right holder a fair fee should a published image’s author be unknown at the time of publishing.
Feedback
Please immediately report the presence of images possibly not compliant with the above cases so as to quickly verify an improper use: where confirmed, we would immediately proceed to their removal.