She Never Came Back

They used to call her fat
All kids would run around and call her names
Laughing taking pictures of her like that shits a fucking game
But lil do they know
She never had it easy
Always felt so alone
Never met daddy cuz he left
And mama wasn't blessed
She had to work all day mama running after checks
With nobody at home the girls been dealing with some stress
That stress turned into eating and it made her gain some weight

She hated school some kids told her she was ugly, like tuck your tummy, u lil dummy, u Be looking funny
And all this words turned into feelings
All this feelings caused her pain
Now when she looked up in the Mirror she felt disgusted full of shame
I didn't understand
Back then I was in her class
I thought that they were playing u know having a lil laugh
But deep inside I knew it and I felt that it wrong
But I never had the courage so I let it play along

Expect one day I couldn't help it
Rode to the place where she was staying
But it was weird it was like she already waited
Out
I said hey u doing ok
She looked me in my eye with tears
And she said

I don't wanna be right now
I don't wanna be right now
U know that it's been killing me to stay

Damn I just left took off running like I was it was a part of a race
See Then I was a kid and it scared me so I felt like running away
I felt sorry for the girl
It felt like her against the world
I decided to keep quite cuz I didn't know what I could do
Hoped it would pass
Hoped all that shit wouldn't last
Hoped it would stay in the past
Didn't want her to crash
Cuz something about her, I loved her I wish we would match
Day after I went to class
And she wasn't there
I asked everybody but nobody knew like it's normal
But she never came back