Pandemic

Backtracking all the thoughts on my mind
Leave me alone if you won't put in the time, I said
It all got too much for me but I'm fine
They all look at me and think that I'm lying
Things that are mine don't feel like their mine
Stress on my back want pull down my spine
They look to the kid and say that it's his time

Separate the ones who really care about you
From the ones say that they do
It's a mask that they put on on their face it's the truth
Laying in the booth so I can speak the truth
For my bros, they're my goons
This fake love is the new pandemic
You catch feelings give your heart and they'll sell it
Secrets revealed for you
But you're still gon' tell them (Yeah)
Packing shit inside my head can't take it no more
It's an invasion with myself I'm at war
Simulating situations when I'm bored
Thinking too much I might just pull out the cord yeah
I might just back my fist swing it with force
He try to backstab me it's his brains on the floor
You think I got a lot to lose better think some more
I might look sane on the outside but I'm not
Most times I try to act calm oh please oh lord
If you saw what I did outside Dean Park you would've thought
I'm not the kid you knew back in year four
That kid's long gone now
Know I done burnt down that door
You know I burnt that door
Thinking lately really what was it for?
Thinking if it'll hurt me some more

Yeah, I could give you my heart, but would you take it?
Or would you leave me in the dirt, the dark days before we met
Tell myself I don't want something real
There's too much at stake
Maybe I'm waiting for the day for shit to change
It's like you know how to play with me
Make me want to chase you
But if shit don't change then maybe I got to erase you
But maybe I don't want to go back to the time before we met
Got to let go of the past
Full stop the end
Cause yeah I've been through a lot, got my stories to tell
Maybe I should hide my feelings in a wishing well
Cause every time I get close, ready to let you in
It goes wrong and I'm left wondering what could've been
Too much fake love in the world, I got too much to give
But are these people really worth my fuckin time though?
Too many times I've been taken for granted
Maybe I should cut them off and turn cold-hearted

Backtracking all the thoughts on my mind
Leave me alone if you won't put in the time, I said
It all got too much for me but I'm fine
They all look at me and think that I'm lying
Things that are mine don't feel like their mine
Stress on my back want pull down my spine
They look to the kid and say that it's his time



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Writer(s): Yung Adi
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