Lost & Found

I can't find my place
Who will I be today
Torn between this space

I can't find my way
Only scars remain
Do I try escape

And get away from mindless games
Stop for a minute and find my way
Freedom calling with a price to pay
Had me lost in the light of day

Is it hope or a reason to stay
Blindfolded from truth, now I'm losing my way with my head high
Gotta get control in my brain
And I spark to feel normal again

So you break my heart in 2 and call me half hearted coz I took a different path
And I know I never listen enough
But I swear I wasn't living it up
I still prayed to Allah when it got hard Father

Guess I'm a hypocrite
Coz I would love any person but never let em' in
My epiphanies melodies are my adrenaline rush
That gon help me when it's rough
So I call it tough love

But you kinda left me in the dust
Always had my faith but it just never felt enough
So I still pray to this day
Just in case I don't see you face to face
And I'm sending you up
Then i'll believe that there's a heaven above

Waiting for the guidance in your mind, I've been
Waiting for the guidance in your mind
Waiting for the guidance in your mind, I've been
Waiting for the guidance in your mind

Who am I if I'm feeling betrayed
By myself
I'm afraid to put smile on my face
With my head high gotta get control of my brain
And the cycle continues again

Who am I feeling betrayed
By the rest
When I'm chained to the roots of my name
You had my hands tied down and I felt all the pain
Any reason to keep me the same

I can't find my place
Who will I be today
Torn between this space

I can't find my way
Only scars remain
Do I try escape