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I come from nothing struggled to provide for mine
Seeing my grandma fine will really give me peace of mind
Wishing my moms was here to sit me down and wipe my tears
She still the only one I ever told my only fear
Wishing Pierre was here my sister need him more then ever
I ain't the best brother Lord knows I could do better
Weight of the family on me I pray I don't disappoint em
I gotta do this for my grandaddy before I join him
My father second son
I ain't his only one
I still got love for homie the love that he never showed me
The Iove they he never showed us
The reason my heart colder
I wanted to be just like him feelings changed as I got older
Mama raised me on her own Lord knows she tried
Some of my worst nights was knowing that I made her cry
I tried my best to make her proud
Damn make her smile
Still remember when I left town and I let her down
I called D the only man I considered watching
And wanting to be like he told me shit will be alright
And then he caught his case niggas ain't stay in they place
And I ain't know shit
Thought he got it off real estate
But that still my big home I'll never look at him different
And he home now I need to stop being so damn distant
I need some advice
Lately I ain't living right
Im trying to live life and at the same time live right
Tell me what's left grind for my son till I lose breath
I love my boy til death my lil one that boy the best
I make sure his mama straight he know pops gon be around
And no matter what I gotta continue to hold her down
Since 2013 shit
It ain't been about me
Everybody come first
Gotta family to feed
Plus I kno they got my back whether I fail or succeed
We all need someone to follow I guess it's time for me to lead

Lord help me
Lord help me
With all this shit on my mind
Feel like I'm running out of time
Somebody send me a sign
I need it now
Lord help me
Lord help me yea
With all this shit on my mind
Feel like I'm running out of time
Somebody send me a sign
Damn I need it now