Thoughts

I always thought you were so sublime
The way you are, your beauty and all
Never been so enthralled just to know that you're on the same boat as mine
And though, I might tell you no sometimes
And give no good reasons, you don't know why
I'm so mysterious, always try to be kind
And my mood's like a season, it goes right by
And that moment you seize it, you know that it flies

Deep down, I know I gotta forget her
And these lectures are pestering me
To y'all they mean everything
To me they're all letters
Just repetitive conjectures
Telling me to be better than me
And swear it's for the better
My personal treasure is that those gestures you make
For the best are actually festering the problem
I can't decide whether I even wanna be helped
Or if I want something else
Those candles that you thought you lit ain't even started to melt

Forget what I felt, I focus on what I'm feeling
Cause I try not to dwell since the past ain't appealing
But I ain't been cheated on, never been caught cheating
Never been stolen from, never been caught stealing
Keyword 'caught'
Just kidding bitch, you know I'd do nothing to hurt you
Hoped I'd get rich by putting out emotions for you
But now the truth of it is I'm just coping and hoping
Someone out there can relate

Relate not just on a lyrical level
But on a personal level
And if you don't know what I mean
Well, there's some things I can't settle to explain
Or haven't found a way to put it down on paper yet
But for some of you I may not even have to mention it
Always stay tuned for the music and just savor it
Some of you may come out of the blue and be made for it
Who are you? What's your name? And you should label it
Every fuming hating fuck might just call you a favorite