Maybe I'm Happy

Been too long
And I feel it
I feel it
In my soul, I can't conceal it
I'm lost
Been too long
And I feel it
I feel it
In my soul, I can't conceal it
I'm lost

I been doing fine since you left me
Got my shit together, I'm a new me
Why you make it sound like such a bad thing?
Maybe I am happy

Haven't seen you in a minute, but I'm doing well
Just got a new bitch, I won't kiss and tell
And I only trust the money
It know how to treat me
Tryna hold on to the past
But you cannot repeat
Life is not a game, it's a living hell
Sometimes when I'm alone
I wish I wasn't here
But I see my people trying
And I know they need me
Tryna take advantage
They been getting greedy
They don't think I see it, but I see it clear
I pray in the dark, when it's no one near
Cause them demons thats around me
They come out to greet me

I can't blame you for trying
I'ma go and hide where no one can find me
And I'm tired of these people, they lying
I'm running from my problems
I ain't looking behind me
I can't blame you for trying
I'ma go and hide where no one can find me
And I'm tired of these people, they lying
I'm running from my problems
I ain't looking behind me

This as far as I go
I can't go no more
I think I was happier
But I just want you to know

Haven't seen you in a minute, but I'm doing well
Just got a new bitch, I won't kiss and tell
And I only trust the money
It know how to treat me
You the one I need
I just got a feeling
And my pops he hit me back
He said I'm on the way
I was so excited but he never came
Had to pack up all my feelings
Had to renovate
Why am I surprised, man I'm steady losing
I can see it in yo eyes, that you tryna use me
Everybody going through it
Man we all the same
I don't think I wanna do this
Take me out the game
I ain't telling you no fiction
Man I swear I'm chosen
And they can't believe I did it
You should see them frozen
And I only trust the money
It know how to treat me
Tryna hold on to the past, but you cannot repeat



Credits
Writer(s): Shion Whitaker
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