Sober Text

You're under the influence
And way above anyone like me
You tell your friends that I was just
A miserable mystery
But you come home crying at 3 am
Baby's crawling back again
Ask the reason why I left
And say your memory's been a mess

But I remember all the time we spent
All the tears I shed
All the words that I can't forget
That you don't even regret, huh
And I remember how you made me cry
When you left that night
And never even told me why
So much for good goodbyes

So I'll find your number in my phone
And I'll get myself all alone
Like how you did all those months ago
When I was nothing more than vulnerable
And I'll type out all the "I miss you"'s
All the "Baby say you want me too"'s
Then I stop myself, cause what's the use?
At the end of the day, it's just a sober text to you, to you, to you
To you, to you
And I have no excuse
To you

I'm over the thrill of it
Cause you loved me just to leave
But I miss those eyes, they brought tears to mine
Made me shiver, couldn't breathe
Had your name around my neck
With a suffocating effect
To be yours I paid the price
Guess I'll blame it on your sign

Cause I remember all the promises
All the "Babe I swear
You know that you'll see me there"
Why did I save you a chair? Oh
Cause I thought that I might prove them wrong
But at least now I have
Content for my songs
Glad they were right all along

So keep begging at my front door
You're a wreck worse than I've seen before
And you set the bar right at the floor
You even had me on ignore
But you'd call right back, you always do
There's a payphone price when it's me you lose
I could type it out, but there's no use
At the end of the day, it's just a sober text to you, to you, to you
To you, to you
And I have no excuse
To you
To you, to you
And I have no excuse
To you
(Won't send it, Won't send it
I'll type it then regret it)
(You're a waste of my time, of my words, of my mind
And there's no use)
For a sober text to you