Fake Smile

Been sober for a while
Since then i had a fake smile
The drugs controlled me and it helped
Been hidden on a shelf
I just wanna be by myself
No one wants to help
Been quiet in my mind
Never been the one for time
Always had the time to rhyme
My music is fire
Been out longer than a flat tire
Can't control the way i act but i can control my life
Been wanting to cut with a knife
Always wanted a wife
Off the 'Shrooms
Alone in my room vibin'
In my life trying
Always never been trying not to cry
Always wanted to die
Never tried to cry in front of people that i don't know
I will never let the pain go
Since it comes back like snow
Cutting the pain away
I want to decay
Will never have a bae
Smiling never on a day
My exes are cray
Put me through so much in my life
I would never won't you to be my wife



Credits
Writer(s): Mallaki Scales
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