Misery (Bonus Track)

I been trying so god damn hard
Back when I was on the bike before I done had a car
Before I was on the mic, when I tried to believe in god
I was smoking up grass, just burning up all the sod
Then I switched up quick, when I realized I was wrong
And the 'sitch done switch, when the beat turned on
And the fire just flow when the heat turn on
This a beat down brawl and I'm beating up all my scars
All of my dreams I was living large
Everything I thought always seemed too far
History of me and all my flaws
Misery of my relationships gone wrong
That culmination made me all but withdraw
I could ruin a nation with all I've fought
It's sad to say, I guess not, cause rap is what made me whole
Every time a girl ruined my life
I took advice and pulled the knife,
Bled out numerous times
On the pages, that's everything that made me write
But still there's nothing that feels alright
And I sit at night, pain destroys my pride
A simulation I find, and it leaves me trapped inside my mind

Why can you not see
That I'm in misery
I feel so incomplete
Without you here with me
I know I can not change the past but I have changed my ways for you
Yeah I changed my ways for you

It's like
No matter how much I change
You ain't never gonna look at me the same
Cant erase the mistakes I made and I can't erase your pain
I know you wanna feel that real love
That type of love that you'd kill for
But guess I don't deserve that much
Took all your love and just burned your trust
Burned every bridge that I've ever made
So, for what we been through
Guess I can't blame you if you decide to walk away (don't walk away)
If you decide to walk away don't know what I'd do I guess I'd have another L to face
In my life that's I'm used to and I don't know why no matter how much that I try I just can't get things right
Now I'm up every night
Can't sleep at night without you by my side
I'm just tryna find a way to get me out my mind

Why can you not see
That I'm in misery
I feel so incomplete
Without you here with me
I know I can not change the past but I have changed my ways for you
Yeah I changed my ways for you



Credits
Writer(s): Alexander Wilson
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