Voiceless Scream

Every cry for help has been a voiceless scream
I'm crying out to myself not to make myself bleed
On one hand, I don't have anywhere else to go and project
On the other hand, why not speed up the process?

Look, I used to give a fuck until I didn't
Made a hit and then I did it
I was afraid of being different like
I wanna make a buck off of my living
Get shit, countin' up them digits
Doing shit all for my children like
Voilà like magicians, escape my current life like a prison
It was all up in my vision to go diamond like a mineral
I mean that literal
Shut the fuck up and listen when all the voiceless screams are glistened

Look at me, make eye contact with me before I jump
It'll be just you without me when it's all done

Every cry for help has been a voiceless scream
I'm crying out to myself not to make myself bleed
On one hand, I don't have anywhere else to go and project
On the other hand, why not speed up the process?

I'm sick of everything that I've asked for
It's all caused war and everyone asking me what I'm mad for
I've been packing up to leave outside the back door
'Cause I don't wanna front when I'm saying that I'm mad poor
Life ain't all cherries and fuckin' fruitcake (Fruitcake)
So why should I give a damn about what you say? (What you say?)
It's almost been two years in this game
I'm sick of these screams
I wish they would leave me alone, get the fuck out my brain

Look at me, make eye contact with me before I jump
It'll be just you without me when it's all done

Every cry for help has been a voiceless scream
I'm crying out to myself not to make myself bleed
On one hand, I don't have anywhere else to go and project
On the other hand, why not speed up the --