Lost in My Abyss

I been falling deeper and deeper
And I be scared that
What if I don't wake up
What if I don't see tomorrow
And I really think I'm just lost in my mind
I'm lost in my abyss
No sleep
Take more pills

I'm lost in my abyss
N you can't tell me shit
Even though I'm so damn rich
N life's a fucking trip
Keep a FN on my hip
N you can't flex like this
Put a tattoo on my wrist
Let em know that life's a bitch

Even though my life's a bitch
I fucked that bitch till she on the floor
Money coming in but I want more
Running from the past while I'm on my tour

Pop my pills
I can't feel
Tell me imma die
But I'm not real
Did it from the start
But I fight still
I don't wanna die
But I can't heal

Tell me imma be okay
It don't matter if you stay
All I do is cause you pain
I'm gon die either way
Tell my family that I'm straight
Get this check until I can't
Change the world I'll make a way
Can't take money to my grave

I'm lost in my abyss
N you can't tell me shit
Even though I'm so damn rich
N life's a fucking trip
Keep a FN on my hip
N you can't flex like this
Put a tattoo on my wrist
Let em know that life's a bitch

I don't wanna say I'm fine
Cuz it's bout damn time that I spoke my mind
Money coming in but it ain't worth time
Tell you that I'm good n I can't hide

All my life I've been neglected
Now I'm rich and damn respected
All these people fucking selfish
Change the world but I feel helpless

My time is up
I don't wanna die but I can't give up
Gotta get the bag gotta change it up
If I fall asleep I won't wake up
My time is up
I don't wanna die but I can't give up
Gotta get the bag gotta change it up
If I fall asleep I won't wake up

I'm lost in my abyss
N you can't tell me shit
Even though I'm so damn rich
N life's a fucking trip
Keep a FN on my hip
N you can't flex like this
Put a tattoo on my wrist
Let em know that life's a bitch

I'm lost in my abyss
I'm lost in my abyss
I'm lost in my abyss
And life don't feel the same