Between the Lines

A lot of bad choices that I made in my life
That came back to bite, I had to pay that price
But that's just how it goes sometimes
When you growin' up between the lines
They didn't know the extent of how bad I had it
Sunrise to sunset, usin' I was a addict
I didn't want nobody seeing the tears that I weep
Cause I don't want nobody here thinking that I'm weak, no

All these problems in my life hard to cope with
Too much pride to admit I'm feeling broken
I need help but I don't want you to know this
I'm glad these walls can't speak cause they be knowing shit

I've been on my grind but I've been struggling
On the edge of my mind is where I'm balancing
Trying to keep my head on straight, this shit is challenging
I ain't got no time for nothing but hustling

All these doubts that's in my head what I'm battling
Trying hard to comprehend all that's happening
Life keeps moving so fast, everyday somebody else pass
And my heart feels like it's made of glass
Trying not to focus on the problems from the past
But it seems like it's something new everyday
I just want everything to be okay

But it's a lot of bad choices that I made in my life
That came back to bite, I had to pay that price
But that's just how it goes sometimes
When you growin' up between the lines

They didn't know the extent of how bad I had it
Sunrise to sunset, usin' I was a addict
I didn't want nobody seeing the tears that I weep
Cause I don't want nobody here thinking that I'm weak, no

Hiding all my feelings on the inside
It's gon' be different this time
That's what I tell myself
Before I go and fail

Getting trapped in a cycle of these bad thoughts
I tear myself down constantly, I can't stop
I need this shit to happen bad been
Working my ass off, I'm trying to blast off

I'm accepting nothing less than number one
Do this shit for my son
Do this shit to get it done
I've been moving so fast, you would think I'm on the run
Having panic sensations, fucking faces going numb
(Feeling numb, yeah, yeah)

I've been working hard trying to make a way
If it ain't paying, I ain't got the time of day
I need a better life if I'ma be okay, ay

It's a lot of bad choices that I made in my life
That came back to bite, I had to pay that price
But that's just how it goes sometimes
When you growin' up between the lines

They didn't know the extent of how bad I had it
Sunrise to sunset, usin' I was a addict
I didn't want nobody seeing the tears that I weep
Cause I don't want nobody here thinking that I'm weak, no



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Writer(s): Oscar Licas
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