Eyes Closed Freestyle

Personally I don't give a shit about all that, because you know what?
I can't learn anything from you I can't read in some fucking book
Unless you want to talk about you, who you are
Then I'm fascinated, I'm in
But you don't wanna do that, do you sport?
You're terrified of what you might say
Your move chief

Woke up to another call, say it isn't so
Thank you pops for pulling through bonding off of rock and roll
Careful with the road you take streets will always take a toll
Careful with the ones you love they the ones to break your soul

So many things I gotta conquer but I still avoid
Traumatized and paralyzed from things when I was still a boy
Clear my mind from all the noise paint a picture with my voice
Hurt me but you still my choice, baby can you fill my void?

I was so naive and young probably why I loved so loud
Now I learned a couple things, now there ain't no love allowed
I was way too sure about you, I would even double down
Couldn't walk a mile in mine wouldn't even cover ground

Sippin up start seeing double ain't nobody feel the struggle
You all think this shit was subtle ain't nobody see the trouble
Drowning deep inside that's why these tears keep on flowin' out
You couldn't even speak on pain, best if you just close your mouth

Let me say what I'm about, I don't do no fake or foes
Loyalty forever, always holding it down for my bros
Didn't know my worth at times, I would take it out on hoes
Talk about my life with pure emotions hear it in my flows

Trying to keep on climbing while everybody kick my ladder
Been through so much shit I think ima need another bladder
Cut em off for mental health, you ain't here then you don't matter
Looking in the mirror it ain't cracked but my reflections' shattered

Bro don't go suicide I promise everybody's broken
Block out all the worlds commotion, try to breathe, try to focus
Everybody faking shit it takes a real one to notice
People hide their pain and hurt they ain't brave enough to show it

Music is my remedy, feel my hopeless energy
Think of haunting memories wish I was a better me
They always asking for a hand but I don't see them reaching back
I ain't hard to understand just close your eyes and run it back

Just close your eyes and run it back
Just close your eyes and run it back

Wanna make it by, every day that goes on by
Every time I close my eyes, I can feel my pain inside
Every time I close my eyes, I can feel this pain inside
Every time I close my eyes, I can feel my pain inside