Settle Down

They say to settle down, you often been a clown
Mental's never dead or alive, just always spins around
He ain't spinning r-, though the thoughts get aroused
To help simmer down, he keeps M- J- in his house
Life's no movie, need support not cinephiles
Documenting everything he does when he don't make a sound
Sometimes we need to fade out when shit never ends
Gathering the broken pieces, with yourself, to make amends
Making friends, sorta difficult, when an introvert
Left the worst, left you hurt, heard them and they went berserk
Labeled dirt after the malice unchained
For being type of dope with power to devour each lane
So stay leading your own, thy can keep material
Material will last generations after burial
Money doesn't make these motherfucker seen as imperial
In his eyes, their only fans the type to spread...

"Boy you better settle down"
Easier said than done
"Boy you better settle down"
Trying since life begun
Closer to paradise but still hasn't been found yet he's
"Tired of moving around and around"
"Boy you better settle down"
Trust he's always tried
"Boy you better settle down"
Time ain't picking sides
But mental exhaustion would make you hit the ground from being
"Tired of moving around and around"

Still tries to settle down, knows that it's paramount
Tries to help others, but heavy's the head that bears the crown
Raised by a queen when the captain abandoned ship
Respecting old flavors, can't say his taste is bland as shit
Can't be picky when you're battling famishment
'Less the dark swallows your soul whole like Anakin
Resulting in panicking disgruntled families
All while trying to make a reality out of fantasies
Mood depends on how his day goes
Lost self-control since purity was finagled
No voice, didn't have a say so
Spent days wishing he didn't wish beloved abusers were shit
Don't know, bi-polar, but will have it all tested
Tired of being manic depressive
But followers tend to say thoughts are profound though it's
"Tired of moving around and around"