Hear It All

They been asking what my life like
And I'm just trynna get my life right
So I hit up Push and HNat
And we been chopping up like all night
Dropping gems
Moving out the box hit a triple for the win
You gotta take a risk maybe step out on a limb
On a whim never fold for the kin born to sin
Yeah
I remember in the city young whippa snap
Life was getting tricky yeah I ain't denying that
Never moving skinny trynna keep my pockets fat
Had to make it quickly I don't think I'm coming back
Traumatized growing up
I had to sit back and watch my brother try his luck
We was privileged back then but he didn't give a fuck
If I could run it back again I would try to pick him up
Yeah
Cuz now I'm stuck up in my ways
Vodka with emotions yeah I'm trynna turn the page
But I vividly remember when my brother hit the cage shit
Even at that age I don't think I could've gauged
When my momma got collect calls them thin walls
Music turned up to the max and I could hear it all

I could hear it all
(I could hear it all)
I could hear it all

July second I heard it all
The same demons from the woes call wanting the fall I lose it all
Fam pushing that fentanyl now locked in the walls of correctional systems
Can't lie that I miss them
Twenty-one on my born day something felt out of place
Woke up cold shivering from the shakes
Awake from a nightmare of scares of lost hope
Grab a notebook that's for my cope
Off on a fall and I hear it all
Losing myself I fear it all
First Colethia, now Henrietta the tears fall
Niggas locked up and killed in the field
And I'm just here sitting blessed with a skill
Survivor's guilt trippin' feels (Feels)
Just tryna find a gain nigga (Uh)
Seems all I know is pain
Tryna run up out that frame but I'm not no Carl Lewis
The truest evils always catch up nigga
I write shit just for a lane shift getting away from the same shit
Tribulations in my soul turn hearts into insane shit
Heartless mentalities all come to reality
Demons in the corner I hear it all

I could hear it all
(And I can hear it all, hear it all coming through the walls I hear it all)
I could hear it all
(Shit, momma I could hear it all)