Myself

I care about them more than I care for myself
But that doesn't help
I'm dreaming big but wake up sweating in the bed
I'm hurting my health

So many thoughts are racing in my head
Questioning my path but I guess only time will tell
Yeah I'm different and I could never ever be like them
I'm different and I know why they wanted me expelled
Still got to lot of hate inside but I'm containing it alright
You was putting stories up, I was working all night
Yeah I talked to death quite a few times, he told me I'm still alive
So I thanked the sky and kept on heading to the light
Don't try to make conversation with me 'cause I ain't got the time
I mean, I don't want that small talk just to spice up your life
Sometimes I wish that I didn't know about all the things I know
Its difficult to adapt once you don't see from the same angle
And karma's caught up with me many times
I've seen the tables turn around and the fakes switching sides
Yeah new number ringing on my line
It's either an old chick or my provider asking why I ain't got Wi-Fi, Yeah
I'm staying focused, I ain't tryna fall in traps
I've seen my homies lose it for a chick with a fat ass
And it's all games and it's all laughs but then it changes and it's mad
You've been living in a lie so all you're chasing is a high

I be chilling my myself
But that doesn't help
I don't see nobody else
I'm losing my head



Credits
Writer(s): Hugo Bash
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link