Desolate

I can't help but feel
My time is limited
Some days
Just a shell of myself
Where the things I feel
I can't explain to myself
Or anybody else
I am alone over here
I feel sick but it will clear
It means nothing to me
The consideration

You've shown the situation
It's not my line
In this conversation
Only empty words
Left to be spoken
When the guts are spilt
Something's broken

I feel different now
You feel different now
So let's ruin each other
Just like we know how
Let's just detach ourselves
We will soon be feeling nothing
Just keep marching
Through life with a deadwalk
Feeling ready to gouge
My eyes the fuck out
I can't get much colder
Than I feel now
Feeling empty I just can't force it
It is truly a pathetic feeling
But I just don't
Feel that I care

I can't help but feel
My time is very limited
Or maybe I just
Don't want to be here
This is starting
To feel like forever
Rather than just a moment of my life

Just this feeling I'm far away
Disconnected from everything
And it doesn't go away
And tomorrow will be the same
A lack of emotional energy
Nothing will ever change
You will never understand
It's not who I am
It's not who I was
It's that I will become
Desolate