Coming Back

I was taught to fight no matter what no we ain't ever giving up
I wish that I could help but I'm just out here sittin'
Only thing that I can do is pray gotta step up with the game
Watch it happening I feel like Scottie Pippen
Corona got me stuck up in these walls can't even go outside
And ball man these corners got me in my head I'm trippin'
Covid got me sweating odee I'm tryna find a way to leave
But I know that God wants me to learn a lesson
I wish that I could tell you how I feel but I can't right now
And I wish that you could see it through the visions
I been going through a hard time praying dad is gon' be fine
I hope that you respect the way that I been living
I'm counting the days going bye feel like they're wasting
All these thoughts in my mind it got me racing
I'm outta my mind all the fears that he's facing
I gotta learn to be patient
Every day I'm shaking up it's either hot or cold
In the morning waking up I gotta check my phone
I know you're going through the battle but you're not alone
You don't deserve it but the devil got a heart of stone

I know this lifestyle gon' get better when we past it
My knee-jerk was the same way I reacted
Didn't think that after quarantine it lasted
I put on my Sunday best for you I fasted
You always told me keep my head up
Even if we're in the deep end of the water steady
Floating through the trials and tribulations
I'm looking forward til the day it's over
Leaving all this in the past steady praying on my knees no hesitation
I prayed to God that He would make your burden mine
Taking all the pain and suffering I know that you was struggling it's mine now
I would do this all again just so I could know you live
I could play the victimized so you could get out
I was taught to grind no matter what you know
That I believe in love but I be thinking bout my doubts and preservations
And even tho I can't be traveling I know
That you'll be back again elated you avoided ventilation
The day I'm posted up outside the wall without a memory at all
The make believing will be leaving us behind now
I took for granted all these things
That I didn't even think would be a tempt for you to give it up and lay down
I never knew this life would get me Birkin'd up at all
When I was younger taught me everything I knew at all
When I was trippin held me down because you knew I fall
Was in the deep end of the water but I heard you call
And every time I close my eyes know that you're coming home
I might be selfish but believe that you won't be alone
The better days are still to come we out the danger zone
Believe that God will work it out because He on the throne

I was taught to fight no matter what no we ain't ever giving up
I wish that I could help but I'm just out here sittin'
Only thing that I can do is pray gotta step up with the game
Watch it happening I feel like Scottie Pippen
Corona got me stuck up in these walls can't even go outside
And ball man these corners got me in my head I'm trippin'
Covid got me sweating odee I'm tryna find a way to leave
But I know that God wants me to learn a lesson