Too Much of Myself (feat. Wxlf & Nelo)

I give way too much of myself I know
Gotta do something for my health I know
Ain't no one round me to help me out
Asking my dogs hoping they'll be down

I can't help myself but I feel surrounded
Living water can you help me I'm drowning
It's funny how they seeing me grow
When the pressure come in where do they go
When they ask me i'ma say i'm ok yay yay yay
I'll be better if you staying out of my way yay yay yay
Walk a mile inside my shoes won't last a day yay yay yay
I ain't social can you get up out myspa-yay yay ya-ce
I'll go undefined
You'll never get it
You'll try you'll try
Tired of holding God and telling Him i'ma be fine by tonight
I need heaven instead of this nine right by my side
I know who I need to call on to open my eyes
I got no roof on me
I got like two homies
I keep a tool on me
They gon be down when it's looking up like where were you homie
I give way too much of myself
I don't know what to do homie
Yea

I give way too much of myself I know
Gotta do something for my health I know
Ain't no one round me to help me out
Asking my dogs hoping they'll be down
I give way too much of myself I know
Gotta do something for my health I know
Ain't no one round me to help me out
Asking my dogs hoping they'll be down

Yea
Every L I took every step I made
You stayed right beside me all along the way

You stay right beside
You stay right beside
Even when I can't open up my eyes
For every
Step I take

Yea
That's right
G.O.D. the only one there for me
All y'all liars I'm just tired
Y'all ain't never really even care for me
Like I ain't know
You was gonna fold
Seen it in your eyes from day one
You was never bro
All them lonely nights I stayed up tryna keep my focus
I see why they changed on me
I finally found my purpose
Every L I took every step I made
You stayed right beside me all along the way

Where was everybody at when I was expecting them to go ride
No one else by my side
Some nights I woke up
It felt like it was just me and my wife
I was way too young
Lil man couldn't close his eyes
Where was everybody at when my momma had to touch that sky

Nelohim
Where was everybody at my brother had to touch that sky
Two shots and a Percocet tryna numb the pain inside
Take a look in my eyes you can see my tears tell no lies
I was way too young but I ain't never back down or hide
Winter cold on a freezing floor with a burner right on my side
Momma called my phone but I can't let her hear me cry
Some nights I just laid there couldn't find the strength to try
Truth be told I was so low felt like I'd rather die
Right
I'm just releasing my toxins
Every word that I spoke be the truth
Straight from God like it's written in red
All of my brother is fed
If I gotta starve they gon eat
If we spoke it before then it's ink
Like a tat on my side
You can check pudding for proof
Numb but I'm back in the booth
Tell them give me the loot
Never been one for the cap
I love the Lord but you know that that shooter gon shoot
I'm just gon keep it a thou
I done been down for a while
Was faking a smile
Gotta be bad for your health
Put that all back on a shelf
I'm giving too much of myself
Him

I give way too much of myself I know
Gotta do something for my health I know
Ain't no one round me to help me out
Asking my dogs hoping they'll be down