Trauma Brain

Was born a loser
Way down in Palm Beach
Moved to the East Coast
My daddy never saw me cause he
Loved to get wasted
With all his best friends
I truly believe
The bastard never missed me but I
Still had Nintendo
Pokemon and Legos
I made some best friends with Demons singing songs in my head
Try staying busy
Im just so lonely
But when I grow up
Man, I know that Ill be happy

So until then Ill invest and do my best in school
Pretend that Im fine, stay in line
And follow all the rules
Never give up, Ill be tough
But always keep my cool
One day when I wake up
Ill find Im finally someone else

Someone Else

A teenage loser
Dropped out of ninth grade
The work was easy
But school was never really my thing
I made a few friends
Theyre in their twenties
They gave me punk rock
I think Im finally finding my place
We love our whiskey and snorting cocaine
Were always wasted
Youll find us throwing up every night
They keep me busy
Why am I still lonely?
Hope I dont wakeup
Maybe then someone would love me

Think Im giving up
Giving in
Im not cut out for this
Youll ask if Im fine
But Ill lie
I hate this skin Im in
So go on ahead
Made my bed
Now time to lay in it
I hope if I wake up
Ill find Im finally someone else

Someone Else

Wound up a loser
Decades of failure
I lost those good friends
Stealing from them just to get high
I miss my children
They kept me going
Became my father
What the fuck have I been doing?
But its way too late now
So Ill just lay down and load another rig
To take me to my favorite place
Ill shoot the baggie
Then youll be happy
If I dont wake up
Then at least the drugs have loved me

Ive finally given up
Bottoms up
Ive got a date with death
He'll make it all fine
He'll rewind then start the clock again
Ill see you again
Try again
I hope that this is it
I know when I wake up
Ill find Im finally someone else
Someone else

I know you'll love me when Im someone else



Credits
Writer(s): Chris Cada
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