Disconnected (feat. Queenie Luv)

You know the crazy thing about relationships is that they constantly grow as we do
Sometimes for better sometimes for worse
The only thing you can do is access the worth
Is it making you better as a person
Or just leading to hurt

Breathe in
Breathe out just like that Ye track
Knew each other for a minute
Feel like forever we go way back
That's why I find it crazy how you switching lately
Like you never even knew me shit been feelin mad Fugazi
What I do to make you hate me
Maybe you went and got a nigga
But we both know that he ain't me
He a far second at best
If time was an assessment then we failing the test
We was meant to be happy why I'm drowning in stress
Weed ain't legal here but fuck it shit I'm clouding my chest
Reminiscing on the times that you would lay on my chest
And I would play with ya nah
Shit I would play with ya yes
Get the message ain't no need to be explicit
You giving me directions cause you claim I never listen
You never give specifics so I did it how I did it
Now you want it different
Seem like ain't no pleasing you
I try to see from your perspective this an awful view
I ain't tripping cause I know you prolly feel it too
Opposites attract that couldn't be further from the truth
I mean look at how you treating me
I wouldn't do this shit to you
I ain't perfect and I'll be the first to admit it
But I never thought that you would try and solve it with some distance
All I needed was you near me
All I'm asking do you hear me
Always tell me that you listening
But never said you feel me

Disconnected like we ended call
We was rocking all summer
Now we falling off
Your heart cold as the winter too
Finally met my match when God created you
You a blessing and a curse
Sometimes you kick me when I'm down
But you stayed here through my worst
All of these conflicting feelings
You done caused me so much pain
But still a source of all my healing

I wanna hate you but my heart won't let me
Tears trickle down my eyes like we just broke the levy
Apologies I know it's getting heavy
I ain't mean to bring my burdens
That's just what I carry
If it's too much I ain't tripping really I get it
Coming with a lot but I'm still playing the critic
See things in you that I know you didn't
Cause if did you wouldn't be living how you living
I wouldn't be clicking through this social media livid
Cause you posting every seconds but leave my message delivered
Calling somebody else
Love when I make her quiver
Make me feel in control
She loving how I deliver
Really my ego talking
I be taking control
But he be beating me often
Get me in situations I can't talk my way out of
But imma try it anyways cause those just the type of games we play

Disconnected like we ended call
We was rocking all summer
Now we falling off
Your heart cold as the winter too
Finally met my match when God created you
You a blessing and a curse
Sometimes you kick me when I'm down
But you stayed here through my worst
All of these conflicting feelings
You done caused me so much pain
But still a source of all my healing

Pull me in
Skin deep
Fighting tell
I can't speak
I forgive you
Don't weep
It's a love you
Can keep