Haunted

My biggest fear was losing you
Now it's letting someone do
All the things I let you do to me
All those late night fights the sounds of screams still in my mind
The back and forth it haunts me every time

We didn't work I know
But it's still hard to let go
Of all the second hand hurt you put me through
I hope you know I destroyed myself for you

Now I'm trying to undo the things you did
I'm trying to move forward be myself again
Picking myself up off the floor
I know I deserved more
Than what you did
It's just not fair that I'm the one haunted

I'm sure you hang out with your friends you can laugh and be with them
But I was in my room for weeks
I'd look into the mirror and see a shell of who I was
I don't get how you took it all from me

I still remember how it felt
Looking into your eyes
Realized you didn't care
Saw everyone was right

Now I'm trying to undo the things you did
I'm trying to move forward be myself again
Picking myself up off the floor
I know I deserved more
Than what you did
It's just not fair that I'm the one haunted

I never thought that I'd see you in the way that I do
I hope you know I destroyed myself for you

Now I'm trying to undo the things you did
I'm trying to move forward be myself again
Picking myself up off the floor
I know I deserved more
Than what you did
But why am I the one left haunted