Attraction Distractions

I don't know where to go uh
Guess I'm carrying on as usual yuh
Going with the flow even when hard to swallow
Just like a car put in neutral
Ahhh wallow in feeling so hollow
Don't think this ways to suitable
Wanna keep elevated like a plateau
I know the feeling's mutual

To hide deep within the land of vices that suffices
Then go back to your sober side is like
Where's Waldo
In my space vessel stuck getting high in Apollo
Love and it's beauty sorrow and it's truth
Feeling like a wimp when cooking up a brief glimpse of happiness to sooth
Drugs glorified can get to destroying lives
All this stupid commotion
Best way of living something plenty can't notice
Taking higher doses
Just sticking to are hopeless potions
Simply in a self hypnoses
Thinking satisfaction costs just another casino token
Hungry ghost sometimes hard to know if I'm ever ready
But I know the easy way is to just hold steady
The mood of covering my face in a tissue is becoming deadly
Met many who close off and think quietly
Barred in trust issues hard to reveal so we speak silently
Iz some dead lu lu

Can't always fall into the attraction
Of what's nothing more then a distract

She just want the money she a money girl
She be off the molly she a molly girl
And she be at the rave
And she's giving all these other dudes face
I can't handle it
I'm in a panic
The studio my panic room
Cooking up when I got nothing else to do
Nothing else to lose
Nothing else to lose
I got nothing else to lose
So try me and I bet you gonna lose

Lose lose
Throughout all the dark times
Can I still always find the light Is it nearby
What comes and goes can hurt depending on how I let it remind
No i'm trying to not comply
With this toxic mind
That swims around in me
As well as the ongoing struggles which hide
Under the surface of mankind
All I know is that I could never get away
From what keeps me afraid
Internal conflict lingers in my brain
Asking myself what do I have to gain
Pick any vain Feeling to inflict pain
Yea at times I've felt spent bout
Where my lives went now
Had a bit of loss of innocence like lord of the flies
At least all I've been through has only helped me rise
Into becoming more wise

I can tell she really fucks with me
Cause she really talking to me consciously
Only we know if it fits right
Or to go discover that next missing piece
Difficult wager
When coming across a love stranger
Coming right out of the blue
Hope it don't bring much danger
Mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me will she catch me if I fall
Looking out for that right vibe
That magnifies
To make my smiles multiply

Yea can't always fall into the attraction
Of what's nothing more then a distraction



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Writer(s): Jabali Trippsmith
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