Justify

Let me tell you why I did what I did
I know you didn't ask and you don't care
Whenever I tell this story I feel like a kid
Searching for something that's not there
My brain tells me you never forgot
What I said all those years ago
Thanks to my quick getaway I never was caught
But something in my heart says that's not so

And I know you never think of me
But in my head I'm still our systems sun
Every bad thing I did still makes me guilty
So I'll justify everything I've done

Ready for war when you choose to attack
I've thought my plan through every path
I'm so scared I can't stop looking back
Waiting for inevitable wrath
You said you missed the way we used to talk
Your friends were asking where I've been
It seems my thoughts and fears were all for not
To think less of you my greatest sin

And I know you never think of me
But in my head I'm still our systems sun
Every bad thing I did still makes me guilty
So I'll justify everything I've done
My worlds on fire and I can't breathe
I can't escape this ringing in my skull
Blinded by fog and I can't see
The things that make my world whole

Even though I feel so alone
I will not act like I have died
I will stand and face the unknown
I will make the most out of my life

And I know you never think of me
But in my head I'm still our systems sun
Every bad thing I did still makes me guilty
So I'll justify everything I've done
My worlds on fire and I can't breathe
I can't escape this ringing in my skull
Blinded by fog and I can't see
The things that make my world whole

And I know you never think of me
But in my head I'm still our systems sun
Every bad thing I did still makes me guilty
So I'll justify everything I've done



Credits
Writer(s): Alexander Tamez
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