Some Dreams

(Cryptic you made this)
I been doing thinking about my life
I don't see you now I'm taking flight
Gone forever but you're never out of sight
Came into my dreams you did it every night
I got family yeah we had a couple fights
I felt wrong before you told me I was right
Kept away I got these feelings on some Ice
It's getting cold I need some sun I need some light

I'm Anxious to fall asleep I'm laying in a bed of suffering
I feel it in my chest too many thoughts just keep on hovering
I wish that I could fly away and maybe take my mother's wings
Because she not from this world she's an angel that keeps ushering
These blessings in my life while I could stare her in the face
When tears keep falling down you still ready for the chase
Even when you stopped on working you could never take a break
because she been taking care of us she kept the food right on our plates
I use to cry and scrutinize the way she'd be up everyday
Because You were hurt it took a toll u couldn't ever hide and wait
For Super Man to rescue you when every moment was a race
To doomsday, Soon they, would understand your true faith
But as the years went by it shattered until a piece was too late
It's gone, forever, I know that it left
And then I saw it slip away when Lucy had that death
It never hit me as a child I felt the tension in my chest
I lost the one who got me into all this art I make a mess
With Every second every hour every minute I have left
I put the passion in I'm at the brink Giving up on life
My dreams feel wrong until I see reality go make them right
Don't ever think Because you're not here you've been forgotten out of sight
I take the joy of everyday and shower that with pain at night
I'm 22 with struggle views of where I see myself in years
On top of charts I got it all I conquered every single fear
I got a check, got respect from a plethora of peers
Can I get through all the headlights or stay frozen I'm a dear
I drank a beer and starting thinking this shit runs inside my blood
I got a family lost in drugs, before they ever got a hug
I see my girl who does it all for me she touches me with love
And she be all inside my heart that's why I stay forever buzzed
And I wanna love
I got it out the mud
Another hole I dug
I think I'm the one

I been doing thinking about my life
I don't see you now I'm taking flight
Gone forever but you're never out of sight
Came into my dreams you did it every night
I got family yeah we had a couple fights
I felt wrong before you told me I was right
Kept away I got these feelings on some Ice
It's getting cold I need some sun I need some light