Another

There goes another
Guess I should have said some nicer things
It's a shame
That I don't feel sorry for you
I just feel sorry for me
Am I too selfish?
I didn't always used to be this mean
I got sick
When people put their hands around me
And then turned to leave

I don't have time
For a stupid game of hide and seek
I'm not afraid
But I don't give a shit where you go
I won't be following
If I feel lonely
It's because that's how I want to be
I might complain
But if you see me looking sad look away
And don't feel bad for me

Mmmmmmm
Mmmmmmm

Will I recover
If I give up on the only thing
That they say
Will make this life worth the time
You spend feeling pain
And tell my mother
I am sorry that I couldn't be
Someone else
To take over the garden
Sweat it out
And keep it all growing

Ahhhhhh
I wish I could be like my mother
Ahhhhhh
I don't know if I could recover

Is there another?
Or is there no one left to dance with me?
I look away
So I can choke down all my fear
And learn to dance with nobody