Therapy Session.
First things first
This ain't no pitty me
It was just weighing on me heavily
My mental been in shambles
And my pride been upset with me
Everything stressing me
My son the only one who really brings out the best in me
I'm tryna be his hero
Never wanna show him less of me
Life keep testing me
Ever since I moved to LA
I FELT LESS OF ME
And that's Truthfully
And Respectfully
I never seen nobody die until I lost my granny
A few years later more death in the family
This time a lil harder
I was Watching Atlanta on tv
Not noticing that my cousin was calling
I ain't see it though
Now He knocking at my front door
I'm looking out the peep hole
Like nigga why u knocking like the police for
That's when I seen it in his eyes
My auntie had transitioned
I woulda broke down and cried
But I couldn't really listen
I Hopped in my Honda
Drove to the hospital
I Seen all the family
And it really hurt my feelings
It really broke my heart
It still breaks my heart
I miss you yeah I miss you
That's when I fell apart
That's when I started spiraling out of control
Cause the hardest thing in life is to move on
Remember back when I used to sit up in my brother room
IMac running tryna figure out the auto tune
Saying to myself imma be That nigga
Years steady moving pass me
Couldn't be more clearer
Start sipping dirty just to have something I could lean on
Mix it with the goose watching Martin re runs
A few pills made me feel better
Yellow mall runs had to re up on that hilfiger
Or polo or whatever
Tears run down my face
In windy weather
Failed friendships don't make anything better
The music take my pain away
I'm tryna buy my peace back
It's like it's been on layaway
Sitting in them hospital beds
After the breakdown
Ambulance sounds in my head
I wanna break down
But I keep pushing and praying
And waiting and staying ready for my moment
Cause anyDAY now
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
This ain't no pitty me
It was just weighing on me heavily
My mental been in shambles
And my pride been upset with me
Everything stressing me
My son the only one who really brings out the best in me
I'm tryna be his hero
Never wanna show him less of me
Life keep testing me
Ever since I moved to LA
I FELT LESS OF ME
And that's Truthfully
And Respectfully
I never seen nobody die until I lost my granny
A few years later more death in the family
This time a lil harder
I was Watching Atlanta on tv
Not noticing that my cousin was calling
I ain't see it though
Now He knocking at my front door
I'm looking out the peep hole
Like nigga why u knocking like the police for
That's when I seen it in his eyes
My auntie had transitioned
I woulda broke down and cried
But I couldn't really listen
I Hopped in my Honda
Drove to the hospital
I Seen all the family
And it really hurt my feelings
It really broke my heart
It still breaks my heart
I miss you yeah I miss you
That's when I fell apart
That's when I started spiraling out of control
Cause the hardest thing in life is to move on
Remember back when I used to sit up in my brother room
IMac running tryna figure out the auto tune
Saying to myself imma be That nigga
Years steady moving pass me
Couldn't be more clearer
Start sipping dirty just to have something I could lean on
Mix it with the goose watching Martin re runs
A few pills made me feel better
Yellow mall runs had to re up on that hilfiger
Or polo or whatever
Tears run down my face
In windy weather
Failed friendships don't make anything better
The music take my pain away
I'm tryna buy my peace back
It's like it's been on layaway
Sitting in them hospital beds
After the breakdown
Ambulance sounds in my head
I wanna break down
But I keep pushing and praying
And waiting and staying ready for my moment
Cause anyDAY now
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
I'mma be the man
Imma make em' all proud
Credits
Writer(s): Sha'rone Scott
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