West Virginia (Interlude)

How to set a scene washed away in my tears?
Another night in West Virginia think a deer on the
Side roads got more in common, with my state of mind
While I'm daydreaming, about that state of mine
Six 16 ounce cans emptied out
Deposited into my liver while wigging out
Got to thank room service for the sheets
A clearer image into the mirror that I can peek in
To too often got me fucked up
So those sheets gonna be used for me just to duck
My own reflection, sick of this dissection
Sickness I've let in, in a mist I'm left in
Tryna' be the villain playing smash like I'm Leffen
Except to say I'm smashed and I'm playing's more correct and
Then I realize, it's just me I'm all alone
Ain't nobody watching my story inside their home
Street light illuminating my whole room
Kind of calls out to me it's my doom
Sit around the window while I stare into the light
Gripping on the Vape while I'm wishing it's the mic
Ripping on it lately too much and my sight
Reflecting all the redness up inside my life
Thinking about my daydreams how I must be napping
Anytime that anybody ever see me rapping it's a
Fantasy, I ain't done shit
I sat inside my fucking room with keyboards and slipped
Into my own world where I thought that I'll accomplish
Anything and everything that pops into my conscience
Shit, I should go and buy some clothes
They probably look dope when I do some videos
Switch the when into an if and it all falls down
And I ain't Kanye so there's no song now
That's gonna come out of this experience to save me
And then I relapse while I'm listening to Jay Z
The encore numb mash up I'm like wait we
Used to be that emo kid up until eighteen
Moved out went to college thought I got cool
Not from some ice around my neck but the pool
Of connections and lessons I learned every day and more
Importantly the people that'll care what I say
And where am I right now sitting all alone
Too scared to dial anybody on the phone
I don't want to bother anybody I ain't home
And let's be honest I ain't part of nobodies life wow
While I'm sitting there dripping tears down to my chest
I at least got the nerve to muster up one text
And though I said not to make a big deal I guess
It really meant a lot when you hit me back I messed
Up my life, I wake bake then cry
Five years spent with my tear ducts dry
Now they're making up for lost time how about I
Sit inside the shower wrap a towel around my
Little cartridge only company the night
Over glazed in vapors pulling on it like a fucking
Lifeline, shit is getting scary
See the cracks inside the armor and I'm barely holding on



Credits
Writer(s): Cal Hawk, Donovan Paige
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