trying soda/harder

And I'll find a way to fix things
I don't understand what your texts mean
I'm hiding my feelings in blue screens
This isn't how things (were) ever meant to be
I understand the pros of
Following you through a crowded house
I sat in the grass with my phone out
I don't understand all the yelling

Accomplishes nothing
I'm stressed cause you're stressed when you call me
Feeding off negative energy
Falling in love with the same scene
Making mistakes isn't new to me
Anxiety sucks, it's controlling
I miss how we dealt with the old things
Playing in houses was new to me
Playing in houses was new to me (Ohhhh)
And I was playing in houses with friends I cared about
(Ohhhh) And I knew you so well

I'll find a way to your house
It's dark and it's raining, it's nice out
I'll bite my tongue when your friends around
We'll meet at a mall in a new town
I can't believe that it's dark out
6:45 and my headlights
Are telling me I have to go now
My car likes to slide when it's wet

And my hands are still cramping
Less than they were when around you
Tense all my muscles to your view
Spend all my time trying soda
Tell myself I'm just as new to you
Anxiety likes to control us
Comfort the fact that you're still you
I am afraid that I know you
I'm just afraid that I know you (Ohhhh)
And I'm just afraid that I know you so well
I'm just afraid that I know you (Ohhhh)

You'll find a place with a backyard
A place that you can still run to
(Ohhhh) Drinking a lot in the morning
Knowing that it's gonna kill you
I'll find a way to go home now
Under a bridge self-loathing
You can't survive without caffeine
Your friends aren't enough to be happy, I swear (Ohhhh)
Your friends aren't enough to be happy, I swear (Ohhhh)

Knew you so well
So well