The Golden Curse

Every year I lose a friend
Fuck them L's end of the day we still gone fucking Win
To take the pain away my momma bought herself a Benz
They talking shit not everybody want to see you win

I called up Dane he help me get out from that deep end
I called up Quan He brought my vision back had dirty lens
I'm back again this shit brought pain that I don't want again
I probably had more breaking news than the whole CNN

I need a hand But I ain't reaching for no handouts
Yeah I stood tall my plan wasn't even to stand out
Now I got people look at me like I'm the man now
But I ain't ask for this

Ain't want that night on September 5th
I ain't asked for this
All I ask to get my family rich so we can chill and shit
I think bout if she stayed the type of outcome that a nigga get
I Think about it

I'm moving salty as ever they still think this shit sugar
Go taste my pain when you lick your tears this shit isn't sugar
If you take my hand right now will I remain in peace?
I don't know what I'm more scared of love or police
Losing contact to world that shit done better me
Yeah

Stood away from trouble kept it real ain't no dishonesty
Crazy that the niggas I was with was trynna bury me
Crazy when She knew that I was broke she ain't remember me
A cold word can't take no more promises inside of me

Left me for the cheddar best believe I took it personal
Praising Double R's inside my seats so they can hate me more
Bino pasted away that's when I wasn't writing anymore
The golden curse Born to be the villain in this universe

I'm slowly learning that even if I react
It won't change anything
It won't make people suddenly love and respect me
It won't magically change their minds.
Sometimes it's just better to let things be
Let people go
Don't fight for closure
Don't ask for explanations
Don't chase answers
And don't expect people to understand where you're coming from
I'm slowly learning that
Life is better lived when you don't center it on
What's happening around you
And center it on what's happening inside you instead.
Work on yourself and your inner peace
Forever
Zotic



Credits
Writer(s): Afiz Bhadmos
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