Hold Me

I hate to sleep with one eye open ptsd and trauma it all left me broken
Left me with no home after all my feelings you had token
I really had no hope that last time we had spoken
Why'd you decide to walk away right after my love you had stolen
All of my emotions bottled up inside left me in denial
My grandma motivate me to stay strong and get that title
Know she watching from the sky just make me wanna elevate
On to a higher level momma say they want my head I gotta be careful
God forbid they wanna kill me it really be stressful
They praying on my downfall they hate to see me succeed
Fuck if they like it or not imma proceed
Gone make it to the top that's guaranteed
Not worried bout other folks I won't compete
Really confident feel they ain't a threat to me

Hold me tight baby don't let me go letting go of all my problems
When I'm in your arms
Want the best for you promise I ont mean no harm
You make me a better person yo momma think
That I'm a burden she ain't seen that version of me yet
Jeopardizing my image on the first time we met
I'm still human left me crying all in bed
Bumping heads I know you mad you leaving me on read
Hurt inside my brudda dead my grandma dead
All these fucking tears I shed
You know that I ain't fraid of death
If he better then me you best be with him instead
Don't act like you give a fuck remember everything you said

Called me december just to leave me through the night
Shed a lotta tears I weren't having a good time
Days been dark praying God shines his light on me
Taking all these meds and lean escaping from the sadness
My brudda ray wanted to see me rap why you turn to ashes

I hate to sleep with one eye open ptsd and trauma it all left me broken
Left me with no home after all my feelings you had token
I really had no hope that last time we had spoken
Why'd you decide to walk away right after my love you had stolen
All of my emotions bottled up inside left me in denial
My grandma motivate me to stay strong and get that title



Credits
Writer(s): Snatcher Jon
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