I Know It's Hard

When I wake up I remember
My life sucks
There's no pretending it ain't true
When the truth is heavy
Like the ocean in my head
I'm slowly drowning so instead
I force myself back to sleep
Avoid reality
How do you all ignore it all?
How hard life is
How painful
How unfair
I don't recognize my fucking stupid life
It's shameful
So painful
So hard to be alive

So hard
It's just so hard
Hard
It's just so hard
It's been so hard
And don't you dare tell me to think positively

But just hold up
Therese no denying life can suck
We'll all be dead and gone one day
And that's really scary when this world
Don't feel like home
When you're surrounded but still lonely
You feel stuck and on repeat
I know that can't be easy
No need to hide
You think of suicide
Cause nothing works
It's still hurts
And that's unfair
Right now it don't make sense
You feel like nothing's left
But hold on, one day you'll look back and thank god you didn't quit when it was

Hard
I know it's hard
Hard
I know it's hard
It's been so hard
But don't you dare say I can't think positively

Cause I believe in you
Not a single doubt lays in my mind
That you won't make it through
And if you need a friend
I will be there till the very end
Just promise you won't leave

I know it's hard
It's been so hard
Hard
I know it's hard
It's been so hard
But don't you dare say I can't thing positively