brand new start

In Bloom

I just want to blow my brains
I want to go on today
I feel there's nothing I can do
That will make me be fine
I want to see a new place
Sometimes I cannot relate
I just want to fade away
And never come back

I am so used to big changes that I cannot be changed
Enjoying a brand new start so I can make myself better
I know I ain't doing much but it's the best I can manage
I wanna go on a trip to leave and explore new places
Why can't nobody just stand me? I know I am difficult
But they can't know that my struggle is trully this bad right now
I wanna see everybody appreciating for once
It's hard to ever imagine but it could happen now

I just want to blow my brains
I want to go on today
I feel there's nothing I can do
That will make me be fine
I want to see a new place
Sometimes I cannot relate
I just want to fade away
And never come back

Oh, oh oh
Said she wants me gone, by the end of the weekend
I asked, "Can we be friends?"
She said "Oh hell no, no way in hell we can, stay for a second you can't"
I just wanna make it all okay again (Ok)
But it's like you don't remember who the fuck I am, oh!
So it's so painstaking, it's so heart aching
I don't really wanna be here again, oh!

I just want to blow my brains
I want to go on today
I feel there's nothing I can do
That will make me be fine
I want to see a new place
Sometimes I cannot relate
I just want to fade away
And never come back
I just want to blow my brains
I want to go on today
I feel there's nothing I can do
That will make me be fine
I want to see a new place
Sometimes I cannot relate
I just want to fade away
And never come back