Easy

I hate you and it's killing me
I'm guilty for feeling angry
Unhappy and you're to blame
And my guilt becomes my shame
But you didn't think about the mess you'd leave behind
And now I'm picking up the pieces that have marred my mind
It's because of you my disposition's in decline
And I'm tired
And I'll never get away from what you gave to me
And so now you don't deserve to have my sympathy
Cus swinging left and right could never set you free
But you thought it could

I'm not surviving
I'm just existing
You left me in ruin
Immersed in my grieving
Now that you're not there
I know you don't care
It's your fault I'm broken after all

You're the reason for my vice
Broken glass, burning ice
If you pick poison so will I
Not unique in how you die
I guess you finally found out where the latter goes
And you're smiling in your coffin as you decompose
You never thought your suffering would find a new host
It's not fair
I carried you out to your final resting place
And she cried over your casket for your last embrace
This agonizing burden cannot be erased
Thanks for that

I'm not surviving
I'm just existing
You left me in ruin
Immersed in my grieving
Now that you're not there
I know you don't care
It's your fault I'm broken after all

Now easy is never easy
And harder is always so
Took my life along with yours
There's nothing left
The sparks are damp
I strike the match fueled by my fury
Maybe then could it be easy