How Could You?

How could you not see,
What you did to me?
Made me feel small
You made me feel weak
In a free fall 'til I couldn't even speak
Now I'm screaming fuck you all
Yes, I'm finally free to do me

All my life I was pushed down stepped on
Always in a strife
There's no sticking wearing Teflon
No one's home, even though the lights are left on
So hard all alone to get up and put my belt on
Yeah you're saying that you luv,
But you're acting like it's spelt wrong
Push comes to shove
There's no one there to depend on
By myself need help 'n I'm feeling so abandoned
What I got to do man? Throw a fucking tantrum?
Dis' man you don't understand
Gaining the fans 'n I'll be stacking money bands
Living in a mansion, 'n you need a hand?
I'm not gonna take an action
'Cause where were you when I needed you back then
Rational thoughts are when I actually jot
But when I actually talk I feel I'm savagely shot
Massively rocked
There ain't no stopping me watch
Yeah, I'll be riding this bump 'n I'm planning to shock

How could you not see,
What you did to me?
Made me feel small
You made me feel weak
In a free fall 'til I couldn't even speak
Now I'm screaming fuck you all
Yes, I'm finally free to do me

MaC I'll be unmasking
'Cause I want a better life for my kids then what I had then
A rebel in the night
Decibels delights
I'm not a high school graduate
'Causes all they ever taught me was how to feel inadequate
Teachers said my story i was the antagonist
Nothing more than a mistake a typo and an accident
Telling me to "go to hell" blasphemous at sacrament
Bad on the inside 'Cause I didn't practice abstinence
So writing out these thought were the only way to handle
Kept me from the thought that I had a problem managing
So when I was alone screamed 'em I was adamant
Try to imagine it
Stay passionate and practice it
Never would I lack a bit
Savage wit extravagant
Make it to the top then I bet you understand the shit
Know I'm gonna shock
Rapping so immaculate
'Cause never will I stop
I made it not by accident

How could you not see,
What you did to me?
Made me feel small
You made me feel weak
In a free fall 'til I couldn't even speak
Now I'm screaming fuck you all
Yes, I'm finally free to do me

How could you not see,
What you did to me?
In a free fall 'til I couldn't even speak
Now I'm screaming fuck you all
Yes, I'm finally free to do me



Credits
Writer(s): Justin Mccartney
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