Pathetic//Meditate
Letting myself get low, till the sadness grows
Reminds me of being dumb and 19
Stuck in a stupid place, with a stupid face
Lots of pills and only one pair of jeans
Oh, how the times have changed
But its still the same ego thats burning inside of me
Cant it just shut up so i can fucking be a better version of me
I Wish I knew that in life sometimes you gotta pay to play
If i wanna change my life all I'll ever get is today
And no one told me that my life would work this way
I guess I gotta face my fears and stop running away
I thought it was poetic to be unapologetic
I'm pathetic ya I get it I'm a shitty dude
I didnt care about a life, I didn't call I didnt write
To my family unless I needed money or food
I was running away, mistakes in every state,
I needed a clean slate and every time that I moved
I always fucked it up, could never get enough
I never knew how to lose a past that follows you
Wish I knew that in life sometimes you gotta pay to play
If i wanna change my life all I'll ever got is today
And no one told me that my life would work this way
It's time to face my fears and stop running away
Wake up and meditate
Cuz my mind is full of weights
Of All the bad shit that I used to do
I'll lay my past to rest and
Then I'll try my best
To emulate what normal people do
Why do I
Hurt myself
I don't wanna die
I wanna love my self
But it ain't easy
Learning how to live
Nobody taught me
When I was just a kid
Reminds me of being dumb and 19
Stuck in a stupid place, with a stupid face
Lots of pills and only one pair of jeans
Oh, how the times have changed
But its still the same ego thats burning inside of me
Cant it just shut up so i can fucking be a better version of me
I Wish I knew that in life sometimes you gotta pay to play
If i wanna change my life all I'll ever get is today
And no one told me that my life would work this way
I guess I gotta face my fears and stop running away
I thought it was poetic to be unapologetic
I'm pathetic ya I get it I'm a shitty dude
I didnt care about a life, I didn't call I didnt write
To my family unless I needed money or food
I was running away, mistakes in every state,
I needed a clean slate and every time that I moved
I always fucked it up, could never get enough
I never knew how to lose a past that follows you
Wish I knew that in life sometimes you gotta pay to play
If i wanna change my life all I'll ever got is today
And no one told me that my life would work this way
It's time to face my fears and stop running away
Wake up and meditate
Cuz my mind is full of weights
Of All the bad shit that I used to do
I'll lay my past to rest and
Then I'll try my best
To emulate what normal people do
Why do I
Hurt myself
I don't wanna die
I wanna love my self
But it ain't easy
Learning how to live
Nobody taught me
When I was just a kid
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Writer(s): Bobby Bones
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