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I been down too long
I don't know
How I cope, got three kids
I hate jobs
This music shit my last hope
I lost Brick I felt like shit I seen his body filled with holes
When it's your time, it's your time I just guess that's how it go
This depression go way back before Brick I won't lie
Lost my Pa Pa Percy I was heart broken, I was five
Seen him in that casket, I was stupid, thought he was alive
My cousin Duke told me be strong, just stay up we got survive
Years late after that, I got that call that Duke died
He told me he would never leave me, I just feel like he lied
I know I'm grown, but like a baby I just ball up and cry
They say God do it for reasons, I"m really wondering why
My girl tell me be strong, feel like she don't understand
But she do we lost Big Clout and that was our mutual friend
Like damn Good we learned our lesson please can you give us a chance
I'm just tryna be the perfect father and a better man

Gone
Please leave me alone
Cuz you wasn't rocking till I start making songs
Yea you think we homies cuz you see I'm getting on
Saw my brother in allies was crying that shit was wrong
Man that shit was
Some of my niggas died in these streets and some of them traded on me
When I got shot they let me bleed I feel they hated on me
Lost Brick when I was seventeen too much weight on me
Told my girl when gone live our dreams baby just wait on me



Credits
Writer(s): Jalyn Johnson
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