Trigger

Center of a town -
A dead, grey house
With the rooftop in the clouds
I'm back again
And staring at
The scenes behind the windows
From another time
(I see, I see)
Myself get ripped up piece by piece
And all my hurtful memories
Is it too late,
Too late to leave
This place
Behind me. It's
killin' me, killin' me
For too long I had to stay
Here In my selfmade hell
It feels like no way out.

I put my hands on the trigger
And blow up everything that I once thought of myself
There are burdens too hard to bear
Darkness is in the air
It's killing me, killing me
For too long I had to stay
Here in my selfmade hell
I locked myself up
a prison in my own head

I put my hands on the trigger
And blow up everything
That I once thought of myself
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Now that everything is over
And the ashes are falling down
There's so much space for
New things on a brand new ground
I can come to maturity
I can feel safe and sound
No weight on my shoulders
Brand new start on a brand-new ground

I put my hands on the trigger
And blow up everything
That I once thought of myself
Trigger (Trigger)
I put my hands on the trigger (on the trigger)
And blow up everything
That I once thought of myself
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What I once thought of myself
What I once thought of myself