What Now?

Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye
The sun beaming, open the curtains, let me see it
A sad world that I live in, though I feel like I'm dreaming
I set my eyes on future goals, I may not see 'em
Open up my mind and see the truth, I cannot believe it
I been arguing with shawty, so she wanna leave me
I try to plant it in her mind that I am the realist
I can't name a single nigga that would wanna be me
Get on my hands and knees, I'm praying asking god forgive me

Where this road that I'm walking finna take me?
That's a question I been thinking about lately
I try to build a bond with people I know hate me
Mind racing on a daily
Trekking on a dirty path
Kicking dirt up with my Gucci shoes I bought with cash
I want the money but it's coming & going way too fast
I've been wishing things I have could just fucking last

Why do people say fuck with me & they really be lying?
Why my baby indecisive 'bout me if I'm trying?
Why with every call, I gotta hear my momma crying?
Why with every post, I get the news someone dying?
This shit is weighing on me
Back hurting from the burdens that I carry on me
Existential dread ain't something that I knew could repeat
Nah, this shit is killing me
So I drink a bottle down, call it once or twice a day
Hoping that these bad feelings & thoughts may go away
Increase the volume, just a couple sips ain't showing face
I'm either rising or I'm falling from my place of grace, aye

If we say you must survive, or I must survive
Life is earnest, and I've got to go on

Where this road that I'm walking finna take me?
That's a question I been thinking about lately
I try to build a bond with people I know hate me
Mind racing on a daily
Trekking on a dirty path
Kicking dirt up with my Gucci shoes I bought with cash
I want the money but it's coming & going way too fast
I've been wishing things I have could just fucking last



Credits
Writer(s): Shaiquan Adams
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