Still Could Be Better

2 am drinking & writing
Before I clock in at 9
Don't want to go to sleep
I don't want to fucking die
And when I get some rest
Subconscious put me to the test
On to the next
Can't catch my breath
Every situation feel I'm under lights
Until I hit a stage
Then they ain't so bright
16 on a couch
Better than 16 on the streets
I was hungry
Knew I was gon' eat
Better than I ever been
But still not where I want to be
Depressed as fuck
I question life
But never question me
13 taking Molly
Blunts laced with a school bus
Before my school lunch
To tell the truth I shouldn't fucking be here
But I am
If there's a god
I still couldn't give a damn
And yea
Probably I should
But it never gave a fuck about me
I don't think that I could

Thinking bout the times I had my moms
Thinking bout the time I'm having now
Thinking bout a lot of different things
Better then ever
Still could be
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Broken down I'm
Broken down I'm
Broken down I'm
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Better then ever
Still could be

Want to say
Fuck you & fuck this
Put a bullet in my dome
Last check off the bucket list
Before I do
Sit back & smoke
Put my heart in these notes
22 still struggle to cope
Easy to run & numb wit some coke
Thankful my pops showed me that road
Thankful my mom still struggle wit fent
Thankful that I hate the shit
Thankful that it taste like shit
Thankful I'm the staple turning tables
Shit ain't sweet
Fuck ya shortie &
Name the kid Maple
Fragile how y'all duck & dodge
Agile how time moves on
Need a porterhouse or caviar
To balance out
Weeks living off fast food
Better than ever
Still could be better too
Know I will be
This an everlasting chase
Achieve one goal
Another takes it's place
Goals made
Stacking up
Lionel
Shit get Messi
Tryna stop a lion from eating
Broken down still can't beat him

Thinking bout the times I had my moms
Thinking bout the time I'm having now
Thinking bout a lot of different things
Better then ever
Still could be
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Broken down I'm
Broken down I'm
Broken down I'm
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Broken down I'm fucking beat
Better then ever
Still could be



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Writer(s): Khalib Netupski
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