I Wish (I Could Cry)

I sent you roses the other day
Did you care
Or just throw them away
Like you did with my heart

I noticed you didn't really say
What's on your mind when you talked to me
And I always have to talk first

I know I need to allow myself
to feel these emotions because they're real
I always push them back and bottle them up inside
Sometimes I wish I could cry
But the tears, they never come

I hate the person I've become
When I look at you, I become numb
It's unfair to say, look at the bright side
When there isn't one
When there isn't one

I don't know what is next to come
This life is bland and there's no clear sign
What to do next with my life
I hate how I can still taste your lips
Every time I close my eyes, we kiss
But I know it's all in my mind

I know I need to allow myself
To feel these emotions because they're real
I always push them back and bottle them up inside
Sometimes I wish I could cry
But the tears never come

I know I need to allow myself
to feel these emotions because they're real
I always push them back and bottle them up inside
Sometimes I wish I could cry
But the tears never come
No, the tears never come
The tears never come
The tears, they never come
The tears never come